Saturday, September 19, 2009

Saturday again...it seems that Saturday has become my day to read blogs, and to blog a bit myself. (even though I know that I am mostly writing to myself because no one else reads this) My last day at hospice was Wednesday...a very bittersweet day, indeed. Turns out I have touched many lives there,(by the grace of God) and I was blessed with wonderful notes and cards, and by being taken out for yummy lunch and dinner! I was the last one to leave the office that night, and it seemed fitting that way...and no one else could see my tears, which was good. I loved my work there...I made such wonderful connections with many wonderful people. Entering into the sacred journey of approaching death is a true gift...I knew I was often on holy ground. It is a situation that lends itself to an acceleration of the "normal" getting to know someone...time is surreal and connections are focused and strong most of the time. I already miss the people I worked with, but the company just suffered too much mis-management and also suffered from the cuts in Medicare funding, so I know it was the right thing to go now, when my job was mostly eliminated(I could've stayed on part-time for now, but I need a full-time job with health insurance, since I am the "provider" for my family).

1 comment:

realsarah said...

Thank you for sharing the words about your transition with us. I have experienced some of the holiest moments in crisis or in the contexts of death and dying, even though my ministry is very young. Have you read much Rachel Naomi Remen? Your post reminded me of some of her writings; very worth the time if you've not read them before.